Thank you sweet friends I made it back.
The reason I was away for the last few days is that I was in therapy to try and gain some control over one of my identities. I’ve lived with the identities inside me for such a long time and recently, I’ve been able to keep the more destructive ones under control. The control slipped recently when I lashed out at Fawn, hurting her.
Thanks to my therapist and her great care I feel that I now have enough control to keep Fawn safe, at least I am trying very hard. When you have a number of people living inside you it’s not always easy to maintain control and live the life you want. But I try.
Thank you for your patience while I was away, the therapy was forty-eight hours residential, but now I am back.
xxx Nina
