OMG!! My dream came true and my beautiful Ayana, my African goddess, finally called me on Sunday night!
She had been away again and she had received the messages I’d left. During her time away she’d considered my promise to forego all others, to be hers alone. And she accepted!!! I am so happy!!!
I must follow only a few conditions. These are that when she is in town I will stay with her, or she with me, I must not engage in sex with any men, I must only engage in sex with other women if Ayana approves and only if she is away, and I must arrange to have Fawn learn to cook her favourite foods.
Apart from my love of men’s cocks, Ayana’s conditions will not be difficult to meet. Although I crave a cock inside me almost all of the time I promised and if I wish to keep my love, I must keep my promise.
Monogamy is so new to me that I think I am in a kind of shock. The reason I’ve not written anything since my Sunday report about the party, is simply that I have been with Ayana and though she is aware of my writing about my life, she insisted that I devote this week to her. Now that she is away again on business, I may write once again.
Anca, my sister, took a look from time to time to make sure the journal was still working but when I asked her to write, she declined. Her English is not bad but she is nervous about writing to people she doesn’t know. She doesn’t want her own journal for the same reason. But I did notice she’d been looking around my Flickr and Facebook. Maybe, with some encouragement, she’ll write but it’s up to her. I’ll setup her own login just in case. 
So now I am very very very happy that I have my gorgeous girlfriend back and, as long as I keep up my side of the bargain, she’ll stay with me.
Ayana, if you’re reading from where you are, I must be honest about missing those men but I have kept my promise…and I will. *kisses* Nina
