Those who visit this journal regularly will know that my sister came to live with me recently.

This is something of an introduction, some facts about her, her life up to now and her attitudes.

Sister’s name: Anca

Birth date: November 10th, 1993

Star sign: scorpio

Hair colour: very dark red (some ancestor had this colour)

Height: 167cm (about 5’6″)

Weight: about 58kg (130 pounds)

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Anca more closely resembles our father’s branch of the family, hence the red hair. People have wondered at our being sisters in the past because the only hints of Chinese in Anca are a little about her eyes, her full lips and small nose. Otherwise she is very like others from our town.

At school Anca is an average to below-average student, only excelling in gymnastics although when she began growing taller a few years ago, she realized she couldn’t progress as far as she wished. She still loves exercise and spends at least two hours each day in my gym. She doesn’t have a favourite subject at school, it’s just not something she enjoys at all.

I’ve told Anca though that a tutor has been arranged to teach her the subjects required to pass the state examination when the time comes. She’s not happy about it but without education, what will become of her?

Anca is maybe typical of some teen girls. She only thinks about clothes, makeup, sex, music, and gossip. When we went shopping on the weekend she picked out mostly trendy clothes and accessories and lots of makeup. Her skills with makeup aren’t good and neither are mine so I’ll get someone in to teach both of us, just a few lessons. She bought some cool CDs which fortunately we both like, and so many magazines about Hollywood stars and musicians. I’m looking forward to her educating me in all that popular culture. I wasn’t allowed to be so frivolous when I was younger.

As far as sex goes, Anca has a completely open attitude. She loves women and men, though not mature women as I do. In the house I rarely wear anything, fawn never does (she hates clothes), so Anca similarly enjoys sauntering about naked too. There are only a few rooms in the house that are not heated so we just keep robes and slippers on a hook for those times.

Until just about a year ago, Anca’s exposure to sex had been a few stolen kisses with boys at school, as any girl does (well, not me but that’s a whole other story). With the girlfriend I’d left behind, Anca began an affair that lasted up until a few months ago when our father tired of her rebellious teenage attitude to following rules and sent her to stay with his elder brother, our uncle.

Father holds his elder brother in high esteem and almost worships him as the head of the family, he is a pillar of the community in our town and a powerful man. Within weeks of my sister going to stay with him, uncle had taken her virginity and soon after had begun sharing her with close friends.

Anca had always had a strong sex drive. I would hear her at night, from her very early teens, masturbating in her bed (we shared a room). She would masturbate often during the night, so much so that I took to wearing earplugs to sleep.

So, when uncle got at her, she took to it like a duck to water which made it so much harder to break her infatuation with him when I had her brought to stay with me.

Now, she has begun to believe the truth about our uncle, that he would have eventually turned his lovemaking into plain fucking, then into physical and mental abuse. She would have been no more than an income stream for uncle within months. Finally, she believes me though she is restless for some ‘action’.

Anca’s life can be a good life as long as I can teach her that sex does not always mean love, sometimes it’s just sex. When she understands that, she will be less likely to be drawn into an unhealthy relationship based on only a sexual connection. Sex is fun, great fun but she needs to know when to separate it from love, and not to use it as a weapon.

Now, I am only four years older than Anca and I am her sister not her mother, but my experience has aged me in many ways so I feel responsible to her. I am dealing with huge issues in myself and I must try to find a way to let her know who I am inside. She is not a child either though and even though she is not legally an adult, she is legally sexually mature and I know she’ll be wanting to use her body. I’ll just have to try and protect her and guide her along the way.

This is a picture of herself. She took it yesterday. My tart sister!

my tart sister, Anca