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  • better life now

    better life now

    This is nina. Don’t worry and don’t try to find me anymore. I have the life i choose now. No more lockups against my will, now i have this life. Anca and Fawn, don’t worry for me. Master knows best for me and Mistress guides me as do my other selves. Arrangements will be made [...]

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  • O.C.D. has increased

    O.C.D. has increased

    As you know, I am presently in hospital. The woman I was engaged to decided to leave and I had an adverse reaction to that occurrence. As it is important to remain calm, I shall not elucidate further on that topic at the moment. Of some concern to me is a recent increase in the [...]

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  • little Nina is ill

    little Nina is ill

    It has been a little while since I wrote here but there’s a good reason, I’m ill. It’s nothing major, just a bug of some sort, the doctor says I’ll be better in a few days and all back to normal…as normal as I can be anyway. LOL Oh yes, the Friday bukkake party was [...]

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  • Anca and my engagement

    Anca and my engagement

    Last night was really the first time I’d had a chance to sit down with my sister to talk about my engagement to Ayana…or the first time I’d had the courage. As Anca is my only real family, or at least the only family I have contact with, I felt it was important to ask [...]

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  • a delightful night with knives and needles

    a delightful night with knives and needles

    I spent rather a strange night, a few evenings ago, with a woman I met by chance, but who made me feel something very special. She was mean but very, very good! I’m still buzzing. Read about it here, in “got picked up – she was bad”

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  • a recent scarcity of Nina

    a recent scarcity of Nina

    I hope you’re enjoying some Nina retrospectives, I’ve been otherwise occupied and thus unable, or at least disinclined, to write here of late. Do not fear, I have not forgotten my friends. As you can imagine, my recent move from girlfriend to fiance has caused some changes to occur in my life. So, here’s a [...]

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  • I have a big announcement to make

    I have a big announcement to make

    This past weekend was extraordinary in a number of ways. It was traumatic and uplifting, in turn. To discover my big announcement, read the page ‘my jealousy, my mental state, and my lover’ It’s worth reading, believe me.

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  • weird – no sex Saturday night for Nina – but sister…

    weird – no sex Saturday night for Nina – but sister…

    Yes, you are hearing correctly, Saturday night is ended and I spent it clubbing, dancing and a few drinks, then home for some reading and a movie. OMG!! Am I getting old? I mean Ayana is still in London and leaving for South Africa in the morning, she’s been out clubbing every night and as [...]

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  • I’m coming out – if Peter can, so can I

    I’m coming out – if Peter can, so can I

    Yes, I realized today when I was thinking of my friend Peter and what it took for him to come out as gay, that it was time for me. As of today, I am declaring myself out as a lesbian. I am gay and proud of it. I am in love with my girlfriend and [...]

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  • my love came back

    my love came back

    OMG!! My dream came true and my beautiful Ayana, my African goddess, finally called me on Sunday night! She had been away again and she had received the messages I’d left. During her time away she’d considered my promise to forego all others, to be hers alone. And she accepted!!! I am so happy!!! I [...]

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