Please I hope this writing is very good. I write many times today to make my best English. I ask you please correct me if I make mistake.

It has been many many weeks now that I return to my hometown.

My father is a kind boss to me and I am help him in all ways I know to do. Of course the life now is different from the way last year was. In most days I am writing the account books and answer telephone but also father teaches me the good ways to make the deals with people who are selling the thing to us. He is so smart and he can understand how the other man is thinking. This also he will teach me.

Now I think about my mother is working so hard every day for making our home so full of the love. She is washing the clothes and also the floor and many things inside our home. She also makes so wonderful food for eating. Love is in all things she is doing.

My sister is only 14 years girl can make me crazy so many times in the day. Of course I love her and if I must I will give the life of mine for her but also I fight many times with her. She always spy on me when I want to be private and writing in internet. She tells mama I am doing bad thing even when I don’t do anything. I always call her bitch and she call me fat bitch also. We sometimes hit in face and push over too. I love but she is so little child and now I grow up more I see she is different than me. One day we will be the friends but now we are enemy.

Today I feel lonely. My friend Stella goes away with her family yesterday and she will be away more than 2 weeks. We are friends from little girls and when we can find private place we do sex. She can easy give me the orgasm only with 1 finger and when she touch me with the tongue I am having the orgasm in only seconds. Now she is away I have only the finger of myself and it is not enough for me.

Also is almost 2 months since I have the dick inside me. I can use toy some secret times but is not the same as real dick. Few times I have telephone in my hand for call George. He is the man who I give away my virginity in middle last year. For sure I know he will love to fuck with me and of course now I know many new trick for make the man happy. I am always stopping from call him because I am so worry he maybe can’t be quiet and whole town will know I am bad girl. I cannot bring shame for my family so always I stop before finish call George number.

Almost I go crazy now. I close the eyes and I see all the lovely men I fuck last year and my pussy so wet. It will happen when I am in office and is small office only father and 2 assistant and me. I am so afraid they can smell the wet of my pussy. Sex is always in my mind now and father worry I am sick always visit bathroom but always many times in the day I must have the orgasm or wet the chair.

Now I think maybe I call George and ask he can be secret then I can fuck him stop from go crazy. Ok some day I can bear so painful in stomach from yearn the dick and then I tell to myself that is ok I can wait. This day is not so many now and more and more I want the man.

Ok so if I can have secret fuck with George I can stay and happy in my hometown for long time. If George is want to own me after fuck then is problem. Today I think about and later I tell you my friend I decide yes or no.

Thank you listen this stupid girl. Please I am not slut. I try be so good girl but I am young and is normal for want sex yes?